Angsty

Early morning and I feel the emptiness stirring once more.

I don't find anything joyful this season and 9 days before Christmas, I'm still without nothing. I am as poor as rat. Hell, even rats have cheese. I only have whine! It sucks. I've never felt the holiday mood. No Christmas tree or holly or any red and green things. Just the house is plain as a fuck. And so am I. Sad really.

I'm hungry.