Monday, November 06, 2006

The decision not to exist

Again.. Empty. Sullen. Void. Gone. I'm always afraid that one day I'd end up in the gutter begging for mercy. I have nothing and no one and it's hard.

I posted this two days ago but deleted it now it's back again....for a good while (thinking of selling the pc but.. I dunno yet *sigh*). Des laddie, sorry didn't see the comment cos I deleted the post w/o looking. Yes no one, just siblings, couple of friends. Yes nothing. I am [feeling] blue.

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